This was originally an ED journal untill I decided to try and let go of my ED. I am still clinically over weight and I have to change that, but I am doing it the healthy way. I am not yet sure where I stand, my eating is not very healthy, but it is not as messed up as it once was. I can't call myself recovered and I can't call myself disordered. It's reovery, as confusing as it is..